"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" Dr. Seuss

Wow it has been a loooooong time since I did a journal entry.

Sooo updates. We have a new roommate, soon to get another in october.
I made a new, awesome friend. Guess what, he's male! Bout time, been a while since I had a close male one ;_;

My illustration program has been great so far, though I already have lots of homework. Speaking of, finally uploaded my pictures from march XD Hope you all like!

My concept class is makin me do a journal, and I'm starting to warm up to the idea. Might be nice to have all my story ideas/drawing ideas/ poetry in one place.

Learn to never hold back, stay true to yourself. I won't let fear break me again.
"Fear can stop your love"
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School year is done!
Lots happened this year.
I got into illustration, which means another 4 years of school. I'm now living in an apartment with other Sam. Looking for a job, and enjoying the summer break so far. Lots of my friends aren't coming back, and the ones that are mostly chose a different program than me. I think only two of my friends got into illustration.
It sucks, getting close to people only to see them leave. But I believe I made a lot of friends that I'll always keep in contact with.
Lately I've been decorating, blaring music, and getting back into all my new age stuff. <3
I can feel myself growing as a person, and I'm very happy with where my life is headed right now.

"Love can stop your fear"

Randy AND Kate are staying with Sam and I this week!!!!!
*dances*
Randy comes tonight, and Kate tomorrow. I'm going to drag them to my GSA meeting.

Sorry I haven't uploaded any of my art, there is a lot I could put up but my favourites are too big to scan. Sam needs to find her camera again >: O

Just finished my portfolio. The due date is today, 8-10 am.
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Pulled an all nighter working on it. Not even drawing! That was all done. No it took that long just to work out the order, get the positioning, glue them down, do a table of contents, do labels and glue thooose on, etc. etc. Not getting home til 12 kinda helped.

Now I have just found out that I made a mistake in the table of contents. Sooo I'll have to go print a new one. Then take off the old one, position the new one and glue it on.

Then it will be finished. *zombie stare*
Out of my hands, and hopefully will be enough to get me into the program.

Here's hoping!
*collapses on pillows*

Alright, for this journal's title it is not only my status name (not msn, hate msn -.-) but also from my poem titled Tell Me.
"This, my every passing look, into the deepest part of self, where I perceive the glory that you are to me."

For once, i like the ending :3 maybe I'm getting better at it. Dunno how, I definitely don't write poetry often enough. Tis fun.

Anyways, biiiiiiig update.
I have finally made the decision to apply for illustration. Tough stuff, especially since I'm behind. As for information, I think I'm caught up and know what to do now.
But maaan my portfolio is my main concern right now, it has invaded my mind and nags me constantly. XD probably a good thing though.

It was a tough decision though, one of my toughest. <3 Jade

I got good grades for my first semester at college. 3 Bs and 2 As. Not bad, and for some reason I can just feeeel that the quality of my work this semester is higher
Oo dunno how that happened, maybe I realllly needed that x-mas break.
Which, was awesome by the way. For the most part. Visiting my family was great, bonding time with mother=awesome.
Theeen I went to Connecticut and saw ma lover-poo. *insert sickeningly sweet couple talk*

I'm hoping to drag Kate to oakville soon, and move out of rez and into an apartment. Maybe get a kitty ;_; was one so bad. Even though I'm a dog person, I'll wait for a doggie...*sniffles*